Stepping off the Ledge: A Leap of Faith

True Confessions:  I’m a bit of a control freak.  Aren’t most teachers?  Traditionally we have our classroom, our schedule, our curriculum, our students to organize and plan for, as well as the responsibility to successfully execute those plans.  So my trepidation about turning over aspects of that control to students was no surprise.  Don’t I know what they need?  Aren’t I supposed to give them my knowledge?  Will they accept correction from each other?  Won’t my room devolve into chaos if they are in charge?

These concerns have become a realization of many  as we move into the new evaluation system which emphasizes student-centered classrooms and the difference between achieving ‘effective’ and ‘highly effective’ scores a a professional (and ultimately higher student achievement)  is the amount of student engagement, ownership, and leadership.  As you can imagine, this shift has resulted in a much higher level of anxiety in teachers.  So how do we address that apprehension and move beyond it?  By stepping off the ledge.  By having faith in your students and making the leap.  Although it may be easier ‘said than done’ as I am sure many skeptics are thinking….trust me, I jumped.

Two years ago I decided to introduce a new way (to me)of reading and discussing literature with my students.  Using a Socratic Seminar approach I wanted students to study, discuss, and analyze the works we were reading.  So the summer before the school year,  as any teacher does, I prepared.  I read materials and ‘how to’ from those who have successfully implemented the practice.  I talked with colleagues and read their recommendations.  It sounded great in theory and other people’s practice, and now the time had come to see how it would play out in my classroom, with my students.  I was prepared but that did little to alleviate my anxiety.  How would they react?  Did I offer good questions?  Would they be able to discuss them?  Would their efforts really explore the depth of the text?

Yes, yes, and yes!  They loved it!  They thrived.  They became more than readers, as now they had to discuss their points using support from the text.  They had to look to themselves and each other for answers.  They explored ideas together-supporting, building, challenging, and provoking more thought. It was exiting.  Rewarding.  Goose-bump producing!  Through the process I had to learn my role as facilitator.  I would not bail them out when conversation stalled or jump in with ‘answers’ to their questions (a very difficult task for me).  How did they react?  They weathered the awkward moments developing a sense of perseverance and review that is often missing in our instant informational society.  They learned not to apologize for their opinions, but to support them.  They learned to listen, really listen to details, and disagree respectfully.  They learned to rely on each other and themselves.  Over the course of the first year we added, at student suggestion, an ‘empty chair’ so that those on the outside could participate in the discussion (offering an insight, asking a question) once all members of the ‘inside’ group recognized them and then they would leave the ‘empty chair’ for another visitor.  This strategy worked well and offered me a way to probe or question further during the activity.  I always followed the rules of the ‘empty chair’, never speaking from my ‘teacher chair’ and I used it sparingly.  When I joined them in the group I was just one more contributor to the discussion.  For some students they found it difficult to not look at me when they discussed.  They wanted assurance, they wanted affirmation that they are on the ‘right track’ or had the ‘right’ answer.  They struggled but learned to find it in their own reading and in each other.  Their collateral learning was also essential.  Through this style of communication, they learned active listening skills, speaking skills, close reading skills, providing constructive feedback and respect for differing opinions.  It was amazing!  And their feedback told me how they saw themselves now, in control of their learning, their opinions, and their success.

Two years later with dozens of seminars under my belt, I won’t lie, I still feel those twinges of anxiety the morning of the next discussion.  I still wonder how it will go, and if they can pull it off.  But at the end of the day, they remain constant, with different groups of students-they rise to the occasion, they take the lead, they own their learning.  Isn’t that what it’s all about?  When we aren’t there they need to want it, own it, and figure it out….whatever that elusive ‘it’ of learning is.  So trust me, it works.  But more importantly, trust them and step off that ledge, letting go of some aspects of control and empowering them to take them over.     

It’s a leap of faith, but don’t worry, they’ll catch you.

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Coming to the Table

Recently I had dinner with my older brother.  He is a smart, interesting guy but we have never seen eye to eye, on business, politics, or life’s big questions.  Almost eight years ago, after leaving the coal industry, he became the CFO for a charter school company and hence entered the ‘business of education’ which brought a new dynamic to family get-togethers.  He is a successful business man, a self described “mercenary” at fixing broken companies, so now his attention is turned to fixing the education system.  ”It’s broken,” he told me at dinner, “and I’m willing to take a large cut in pay to give back my expertise to fix it.”  For the next several hours, we talked, we argued, and I listened.  Needless to say we disagreed, a lot.  But what struck me was his idea that my years and experience in the classroom meant nothing, that his business experience meant everything.   It also struck me that he viewed the process of educational reform as a top-down management structure and that the “product”, or students, were cogs in the wheel rather than independent, operating, thinking beings.  I tried to point out in our discussion, according to Maslow’s hierarchy of needs, to successfully nourish their minds, we must first make sure that their bodies are nourished and protected.  The business of teaching is not an assembly line of products moving through the stations of manufacture.  It is flexible, persistent, evolving.  As our culture shifts, our students change.  As our students change, our instructional strategies must also alter.  Does the business model emulate and can they respond to this kaleidoscopic landscape?  It’s possible but I believe it will take a different, non-traditional approach.

In an earlier post, I challenged the concept of charter schools as a solution, although I do respect the work of some, Harlem Children’s Zone being one.  They have a different approach.  They are investing in their children and their community. They recognize the importance of breaking the cycle of poverty for children to be successful and they look at all the variables in a child’s life offering parenting, nutrition, dental, and health programs alongside their commitment to education.  We need the local, state, and federal government to take note.  We need the business leaders to recognize that a model of this nature is expensive but it is an investment.  Instead of looking to place blame, finger pointing at educators, parents, or communities; let’s look for solutions.  Let’s create a dialogue that will benefit our children, our communities, and ultimately our country.  If we want to ‘fix’ the educational dilemma facing our nation, we must first fix our broken lines of communication and welcome each other to the table, respecting the vast and different experiences we all bring to the creation of common solutions.

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LearnBop: Finding a Needle in a Haystack

Teachers are a funny bunch.  We are passionate, driven, and responsive-continually evolving our ideas, lessons, and practices to best reach our ever-changing student body.  So why is it that when confronted with new technologies-to help us better meet our students individual needs, do we retreat into the sanctity of our classrooms determined to do it without ‘them’?  I was one of those.  In fear that buying in to the software world would somehow diminish my creativity, or let’s face it-the ultimate fear, that the technology would replace me.  So this summer when speaking with a colleague in my capacity of summer school director, I was enticed to pilot a new software program with our math students.  What changed my attitude?  What made me willing to give it a try?  Our students had not met the standards during the school year using our traditional methods, hence they were spending 6 weeks with us over summer break to try again, so “why not try an alternative?” I thought.  And let’s be honest, maybe because it wasn’t my classroom or my subject area, I didn’t feel threatened.    I trusted my colleague who spoke highly of them, so I jumped.

The company was LearnBop and they were developing a one-to-one tutorial software for Integrated Algebra.  In summer school, Algebra, is always one of our most populated classes so I thought this would be a great group to pilot.  They obviously had not benefitted from the traditional instructional model and needed remediation to understand the concepts.  The dance began.  Our students, our data, their software working together to help our kids and their product.  They took our teacher’s selection of problems and created the step-by-step supports, hints, and explanations.  This was a breath of fresh air.  Not to be ‘sold’ question banks but to have someone ask what the teacher wanted and incorporate what the teacher used, created a sense of partnership typically missing from educational products.  LearnBop was unique.  They talked with us, they listened, they responded and incorporated our suggestions.  They treated our teacher like the content area expert and provided the necessary supports to help them bring their students to the next level, as well as offering user-friendly data to instantly analyze individual student progress allowing adjustments to meet student’s needs.  The other piece I was impressed with was the time they took, as we transition to the Common Core Learning Standards, to link each splinter skill to the CCLS and grade level.  So as a student progresses through a problem our teacher can not only see that the student got the question ‘wrong’ but also the individual foundational concept(s) they may be missing to successfully complete the challenge and master the skill.  I have never been a ‘data person’, overwhelmed by spreadsheets, numbers, and technical jargon but realize that data-driven instruction will one of the essential components in our students’ success as we pursue the CCLS.  I’m learning, or coming to it slowly, and surprisingly found myself excited about the data that LearnBop provided.  It was easily read in color-coded charts and tables, specific feedback, and targeted information that, even I could see, would lend itself to instant use, evolving lessons in the moment.   As I said we are a funny group and it took me moving out of my comfort zone, to really realize the benefits that good, solid, innovative technology can bring to ourselves, our classrooms, and our students.

LearnBop in one of those great finds!

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Smile for the Camera!

Have you ever noticed that teachers are often are compared to professional athletes? Why, I ask myself?  Is it the perceived seasonal sense of the work?  Is it the need to appeal to the masses?  Is it the fickle nature of our ‘fans’ and public support?  Well, we know it certainly isn’t the salaries.  But seriously, what can we glean from this comparison?

I’ve been thinking about that recently and realized that there really are quite a few parallels we should consider.  We are success driven.  We want our ‘players’ to do their best.  We realize that it will be a lot of work for us, but it is even more work for them to be successful.  When they are successful, we are all successful-it is truly a “team effort” in every sense of the word.  So as we watch our favorite teams, players, contests consider the work, strategies, and practices that created their successes and failures.  Maybe, rather than professional athletes, we should look at our similarities to the coaches.

One thing that professional sports and successful coaches have utilized for years, and that we are now being herded towards, is the use of videotapes.  Uggghhh.  How can watching myself or my students help?  How can I get past my hair?  My voice? My outfit?  Or my weight?  Ok, so it isn’t about how I look, I know, but if I can get past all of that, how will it help?  This is a question that can best be answered if we look to our counterparts in sports.  Both amateur and professional sports have used videotaping for years and with great success.  It allows them to review plays, games, capitalized situations and missed opportunities.  Why review?  To reflect, to adjust, to plan, to revise–to learn.  Sound familiar?  It is all things that teachers can, and do, use in the classroom.  With new evaluations playing center-stage in many states video -taping could become a real solution to providing evidence of quality teaching and reflection.  Over the last two years I have gotten over my dislike of my voice, my hair, and my fashion sense.  I have taped until my students no longer noticed the camera in back of the room and reviewed lessons to see what worked and what didn’t.  I have employed the strategies of our athletic teams-to see, what I couldn’t see at the time, and it has proven effective.  This has rung true to other teachers I have worked with as well.  During the National Board process, candidates often groan when creating their videotaped lesson, “I hate the way I sound”, “That outfit is awful!”, “I can’t believe I have to watch myself, it is so embarrassing”, but they find as they crest that learning curve that it really isn’t so bad.  The focus on instruction shines through and they see things happening in their classrooms, student expressions, body language, feedback break-

downs, classroom environment issues, who they called on and who they didn’t-all great information to evaluate, process, reflect on, and incorporate into future lessons.  So relax, turn on the camera, and don’t perform….be yourself.  Watch who you are and who your students are, get to know them and yourself from a third-person point of view.
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Don’t Underestimate the Power of Communication

This week will bring the school year to a close, and raise the age old question…did we have an impact?  What mark did we leave? On Saturday, an interaction with a parent really emphasized for me the ‘six degrees of separation’ and the power we have in communication when we harness it.  A mom of one of my vibrant, disorganized, creative, distracted 8th grade boys came into the bookstore (where I have the pleasure of moon lighting a few hours a week).

“Hello, how are you?  It’s great to see you” I welcomed her.

“Wow,” she commented, “what a great welcome”.  It was then I realized she didn’t recognize me out of the context of school.  After browsing, she came to register to purchase some store certificates.

“Aren’t you Chris’s mom?” I asked.

“Yes,” she responded quizzically.

“Hi,” I answered with a smile, “I’m your son’s English teacher, you know me best through email.”

The light of recognition went on, and she gasped, “but one of these is for you.”  We smiled, and I assured her while, of course, I would love and appreciate her generosity she certainly did not need to get me a gift as I greatly enjoyed having her son.  ”No,” she said, “this is from me.  Well  you helped him of course too, but it was your weekly emails and encouragement to me I want to thank you for.  Many times this year I felt like I had come to the end of my skill set with him and your encouragement, your regular contact really got me through.  So I want to get this as my ‘thank you’ to you.”

Her words hit home.  They made me think of how we touch students everyday, thinking often about our tone, our message, our interactions but our reach does not end there.  We also interact with so many others that build the learning experience for each child.  I am glad that this mom found support through our communication, as it also strengthened me, allowing me to know her child through a parent’s eyes, ultimately benefitting her child’s experience and achievement in my classroom.  Her words made me realize the importance and power of all of our interactions, with students, siblings, parents, and community members.  I feel lucky, it is not often that we get to know the effect of our touch.  What a great way to end the year!

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Are Charter Schools Really Public?

I have my doubts.  Yes they are funded with public monies but the similarities stop there.  So can just that one factor define them? In the fall of 2010, at a conference in our nation’s capitol, I had the opportunity to listen to Rajiv Vinnakota, cofounder and managing director of the SEED Foundation, Inc., featured in Waiting for Superman. I consciously set aside my skeptisism, interested to hear his message, which resonated loudly, “we need ‘owners’” he proclaimed, “teachers and school community members that critically think and reflect about our students, our issues, our needs, and our strengths. We work together to problem solve, fix, or expand. They are not afraid to say ‘Wait, I’m not sure that is the best for our kids.’”

Being a public school teacher for almost three decades, parent of three, previous school board member, and administrator I could not agree more. But my enthusiasm for this message was tempered when a member of the audience asked about his school’s policy dealing with a student who broke the rules, for example, with drugs-an unfortunate daily occurance in most high schools across our nation. The response was coy, and while engaging, it did not speak to the child’s problem. “Well,” he answered, “it happens about once every three years when a new 6th grader comes in and thinks, ‘yeah I hear the rules, but they can’t do nothin’’ and its almost always marijuana in a baggie. Well that student goes away that day and doesn’t come back. It sends a clear message that sticks for about another three years until, like urban legend, it fades and someone comes in that thinks ‘yeah I heard that, but they can’t do nothin’.’”

The haunting questions…where does that child go?  Who ‘owns’ him?

The child who “disappears” from this charter school, like hundreds of others, comes back to the true public school system. We don’t have the power (nor should we want it) to make that, or any, child “disappear”. He is ours, just like the honor roll student, the all-star athlete, the first-chair flutist, the truant, the alcoholic, the pregnant teen, or teen mother. They are all ours and entitled to a free and appropriate education. Unlike charter and private schools, public schools shoulder their responsibilty to educate every child that comes through our doors, so I believe on that front we are the real “owners”.

This led to a second conversation which left my enthusiasm extinquished. The topic? Pregnant teens, another daily issue across the country. How did his school handle these young adult’s education? Did they offer prenatal or parenting classes or support? Child care? “No,” he responded flatly and went on to say, “ we have to educate them through the pregnancy because of Title IX, you know,” he told me, “but we don’t allow babies or children in our school so we find them another placement.” He assured me he wouldn’t send them back to public school, he would find them a private school placement but they would absolutely not finish at his school. “It was not possible.”

Hmmm….what happened to ownership? I wondered. Public school teaching is like parenting, you get what you get with your children. There is no exchange program, no sending them back if their families aren’t involved, if we don’t like their decisions, their behaviors, their life choices. Instead we use their successes and failures, their good decisions and poor to teach them the skills and responsiblities they will need to be productive adults. Monday afternoon I will again head off to tutor a young public high school mother home recovering from child birth. We will work on math and English, PE and art, science and social studies. We will also talk about stress and child development, good nutrition, and the baby’s doctor visit yesterday. If she needs help filling out food stamp forms, we will do that too. As she reads, or writes, or tests, I will be there not only to instruct and explain but also to model; nurturing the baby, feeding, changing, and cooing. What I do is not special, it is necessary because next year, we hope to welcome her back to our hallways, and in five years welcome her daughter. We need to be aware that every opportunity whether it is an insightful comment in class or a young girl crying over a positive pregnancy test in the bathroom-we have the capacity to make a difference in this generation and possibly the next.

When charter schools accept anyone and keep them for better and for worse, both the richer and the poorer, the parentally involved and those alone—then I will believe the word public should apply.

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Is There an ‘App’ for That?

Although I like to think of myself as progressive (don’t we all), it sets me aback when I come across someone’s thoughts or contribution that outright level me.  Well I came across one last night.  Navigating the ‘apps’ of today is mind-boggling.  There are so many with some free, some not, and all making many claims—so how do you filter?  How do you not get lost in the apps that promise things that they don’t deliver? Or deliver above and beyond your wildest expectations?  I haven’t figured it out yet, but Kathy Schrock has and, in the true spirit of a “teacher leader” (library media specialist) has provided it to the rest of us in Bloomin’ Apps.  She has taken many popular and common applicataions (for ipads, google, androids, and web 2.0)  and cross-walked them with the revised Bloom’s taxonomy giving teachers easy access to the specific critical thinking skills they are looking to teach, reinforce, or use as a foundation on which to build.  If you haven’t yet seen this fabulous resource, take a peak.  It couldn’t come at a better time when we are saying good bye to this year’s students, reflecting on this year’s work, and beginning the planning process for next year’s endeavors.  So this summer as you are thinking about the year to come, what worked this past year and what…well, not so much, visit Kathy’s site.  You will not be disappointed as it is a wealth of information for any classroom.  Check it out and see if there are applications for the apps she has collected for you.  I know I have a few on my list that I am ready to learn and hopefully apply in the coming months!

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